JEALOUS + STRESS

Sitting on the bed with laptop on the lap, surrounded with papers and book while listening to music, a chocolate flavored bread at the left side. Yes, that's me. 
Full of bags at the back, a plastic of foods and drinks, listening to radio while driving and smiling happily enjoying the trip. Yes, that's my family.

 I am jealous + stress right now? Why? That is because right now, my family is enjoying their trip for a vacation. As for me, I have to finish my assignment for a presentation tomorrow. There are so many things that haven't finished yet... What should I do?? This is supposed to be a study week, yet why do I am finishing my assignment? WHY????????????? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME???????????? I should studying for exams, not finishing the assignments. I really want to scream. Luckily, I still know how to respect the neighbors, so I just scream as loud as I can in my heart.

I also want to cry right now. I really wish I can go to the vacation too. But, I have to prioritize my responsibility as a student.  I am stress and jealous towards my family especially my siblings. Even my working sister is going to. WHY... WHY CAN'T I?????????????????????????????? This stressful feeling can really kill me. If I don't care about my marks for tomorrow presentation, I will surely wrap myself in the blanket, cover my face with pillow and close my eyes and have a sweet dream. Sleeping is the best way to release the stress.

It's fine... (trying to cool down and calm my hurt heart) After three weeks, I will be free from assignments for a month. It is semester break in three weeks. I just have to go through this study week and two weeks of examination week, then it is independent day for me as student for a month.

I'm sure it's my siblings turn to feel jealous + stress because soon they will have to go back to school. Hehe...(evil smile). The school session will start in two weeks. Good luck to everyone who will return to school soon....(evil smile). And to those who are in the same boat as me, please be patient... we will be free from studying our course and we can take a rest... FIGHTING! DON'T GIVE UP!!! (sincere smile :)  )







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